Wow! Ok I can hardly contain myself but I must tell the story behind such fabulousness. So I have been in and out of a funk for a number of reasons. First, of course my dating life has been in shambles. As I have mentioned before about 3 months ago I had a really bad break up and recently made feeble attempt to start dating again ( stick my tongue out give the thumbs down and make a fart noise. you know.) So I pull myself together(lmao as I write this), get pretty, and manifest some men. (I am so glad I'm sharing this just because of how ridiculous it sounds.) Anyway, I obtained 2 potential prospects. One of them was an older guy with six loads of baggage ( seriously like 6 duffel bags varying in size, a trunk and an over sized suitcase ). The other one was a confused younger guy chasing money and his tail. So surprise, surprise both of those lead to a COMPLETE dead end and I'm left feeling bored and without a date for date night.
One night as I'm grumbling to myself about how useless men are I kind of realize that I am the one attracting all of these so called "useless" men and if I ever want something different in my life I need to change my perspective, not just about men but about myself. The conclusion I came was that if men are just so useless I'm going to date myself! And it may sound like bullshit but it started to work. The following weeks I had some up and down experiences with money, where it would slip in and out of my life in dribs and drabs depending on my mood and after what should have been a scary letter from the IRS I realized something else. I am totally in control. My life experiences are MY manifestations. Very liberating. And my mood changed immediately.
Ok now back to fashion. So I was out hunting for some jewelry for a client and BAM! What did I see but these babies. I kid you not I have been DREEEAMING about red patent leather shoes in my size(11 and a half) for YEARS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! And I have had my eye out for a chunky heel for the summer and NEVER came across anything like this until now. For 6 muthaf@*&$ing dollars!!!!!!! This never happens to me!NEVEEEERRRRRRRRR! So I will be practicing being happy for the rest of the summer and sharing my dating stories. I'm off to find a dress to match and somewhere fabulous to take myself out on a date. :) Stay tuned! Enjoy the shoes and send your dating stories to my facebook inbox or my e-mail onemindatw@gmail.com. Muuahhh!
